Oooops, I did it again...

I can't believe I'm quoting Britney Spears in the title, but I need something that makes me laugh to lighten up. For the third time in six months, I got a positive pregnancy test today. I get them earlier each time. I already went to the doctor's office to have my blood drawn, and I hope to get some results tomorrow. I was surprised by my reaction to the test. The last two times I literally jumped all around the house, and screamed in delight. This time I just.... cried. That is how scared I am. I just want things to go smoothly, and to be able to be happy so I have another happy baby. I spent my whole first pregnancy laughing. And little L is one of the happiest toddler I know. He laughs all the time. It may have nothing to do with my mood during pregnancy, but just in case, I would like it to be as similar as possible. I wish I could go to sleep for about three months, and wake up with a round belly. Not happening either, is it?