No again

I´m not pregnant. Not yet. I got my period the same day I had to fly to Spain with my toddler on tow. Sweet. I´m kind of upset, starting to think this is not going to happen, and the more I worry, the less likely to get pregnant, I´m afraid. It´s starting to be hard. I´m charting now, as my doctor recommended. She wants to run some tests if I´m not pregnant by January. Sounds good to me. Not like I have a big shot this month, since E and I are going to be together only for ten days. But you only need one time...

First negative peestick of the month

Since I'm leaving on Sunday for six weeks, and in case I'm pregnant I would like to see the doctor before I leave, I thought I had a good excuse to do a pregnancy test this morning, three days before my period is due. I didn't, I just wanted to see if I'm pregnant or not. Pretty silly from me, it was obviously negative. How wouldn't it be, considering that the first time around they kept coming back negative even when I was three weeks late? Oh, gosh. It will take a couple of weeks to know...