Nope

Not this time. I got my period some days ago. Or what I think it´s my period, but it resembles my miscarriage more than anything else I´ve seen before... Since I´m in the countryside in Spain, I didn´t have a chance to take a pregnancy test, so there is no way to know. It may be better, because I want to start trying as soon as I can, which is as soon as I meet my husband after three weeks apart... I have my hopes on the summer. And since I´ll have a full house as soon as I get back to Chicago, I won´t have time to think too much about it. I´m sure that will help. In the meanwhile, I keep charting, but I have crzay cycles, and my OB doesn´t seem to care about that. I may have to change OB´s again. :(

Hmmmm

I´m humming. And trying not to think. My cycles are crazy. Supposedly we entirely missed this month´s ovulation if it even happens, since we are in different countries. Nothing in my charts indicates anything about it. But I peed eight times today. What may seem normal. But I am known to be able to fly from Chicago to Madrid without using the restroom even once. With a stopover in London. I mean, I usually go ten hours without peeing. And suddenly, today, I was peeing every two hours. And there is no green tea in this house. It probably means nothing, and I don´t even have pregnancy tests at home here. I am not even sure of where to get one in Spain. Maybe I´ll try a pharmacy, just in case... It would be a sweet surprise. But I don´t want hopes of any kind. The first time around it sort of happened this way, when it was supposedly impossible to happen. And there he is, already two and thriving.
I haven´t blogged much since the miscarriage, but activity in the reproductory department has been pretty much non existent.
I´ll keep humming...