No again

I´m not pregnant. Not yet. I got my period the same day I had to fly to Spain with my toddler on tow. Sweet. I´m kind of upset, starting to think this is not going to happen, and the more I worry, the less likely to get pregnant, I´m afraid. It´s starting to be hard. I´m charting now, as my doctor recommended. She wants to run some tests if I´m not pregnant by January. Sounds good to me. Not like I have a big shot this month, since E and I are going to be together only for ten days. But you only need one time...